One of the problems I have with my brain injury is that I can't make connections in my mind. I have little pieces of information, but I can't figure out how to put them together to make a big picture.
Imagine that you're asked to read something, and then someone asks you to tell him or her the plot in one sentence, the main idea or the theme. If you only read about one character, the first sentence and the end, you can't do that. That's what this is like; I have little bits of information but the inability to connect them in my mind.
Why did I say all of that? Well, that's why I have forgotten how to do simple things--things I have known how to do forever. I am so thankful for friends who do not laugh at or make fun of me since I have trouble remembering how to do simple things. I am eternally grateful to all who have been willing to encourage me along the way and who rejoice in the little victories with me. I'm thankful for those who reassure me that they don't see me any differently after all of this. I can not tell you all just how much I appreciate the encouragement and reminders that it's okay not to function completeely.
Today, I was able to listen to music for a little while. That's so awesome, because I used to live music. I haven't been able to listen to it for the last six weeks...except for a few minutes...I think some time last week? I was able to sing with someone and a capela. So it was just a tiny phrase, but that still counts! I also got my medication organizer/reminder today. That reduces stress so I don't have to worry about forgetting to take my medications, and they are all ready for the month. Hence, my brain is officially fried since I spent two hours working on that stuff. I just wanted to write about mini victories and express gratitude before the sleep thing tonight.
Shalom all!
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